I hate myself for having sex with you, because I feel like I'm rewarding bad behavior.
I will practice awareness, I will stop focusing so much extra time on Facebook. I will stop comparing myself to others when I have everything I need right here. I am beautiful, and I don't have to prove it to anyone. I will continue to take charge of my health, i will not give in… Continue reading Full moon 8/7
You wanna know one of the reasons I would never kill myself? People will say the same cringy shit they always say. After the initial shock and the "why didn't you reach out?" posts it will be "She was a beautiful soul" "She would have given the shirt off her back for someone" "She would… Continue reading Why I would never kill myself
Being depressed is like swimming in a pool filled with oil.
I'm sitting here and my mind is racing and i cant get over how OK i must look from the outside. I feel shaky and i have this pain like a throbbing burning pain from my throat to my stomach, my sinuses hurt, and i just feel heat radiating off of me. Surprisingly my heart… Continue reading what it feels like